new video! :)

“head over feet” by alanis morissette

twisted jasmine & twisted esmeralda

obsessed with these!

congrats to jeftoon01 for being so awesome!

don’t do a thing!

i’ve been rocking out to it. i love it. 

i think we can all agree that if i was a my little pony…that would be me.

ANYWAY. that being my ice breaker…happy love month everyone! :) i can’t believe it’s already the second month of the year….i think this year is gonna fly. im excited for all things ahead. one being that as a songwriting major at berklee…i can go on a trip to nashville for clincs with many producers & artists….unfortunately it is a race to get a spot..but i hope i make it!

anywho, i just wanted to pop in & blog a quick blog. :)

hope everyone is as awesome as always.

xo.

this is a “symbol” i hold dear my heart. i am a huge fan of both skeleton keys & arrows so i drew it up one day & since then i havent stopped drawing it on notes, on songs, just everywhere.

but this isn’t just this symbol i randomly drew up & just think it’s cool. it started with hearing why sierra of versaemerge loves arrows & why the band wrote their song “fire (aim your arrows high” … it’s a belief that you should always set high goals for yourself. that you should aim high to get to where you want. & i definitely believe that too. if you don’t aim high & set high goals then you won’t ever risk or work hard to get what you want. you will always be safe. comfortable. feeling fine. but never satisfied & accomplished like you should be feeling.

then comes the explanation of the key. in life, doors be shut in your face way too many times. whether it be with your crush rejecting you or not getting the job you wanted. i believe you always carry the key to open up the new doors that God puts in front of you. He puts them there for you to open. for you to work at it.

so i decided to combine both of these objects to create this symbol to remind me to always aim high & if i catch a road block, i have a key to open up another door to lead me on a different route that will eventually get me to my destination.

my key. my arrow.

xoxo. 

this song will always be a reminder to me that i can really get through whatever im going through. that i am not a “normal” girl. i never will be. & im ok with that. that i should never give in or listen to what other people say. which luckily i don’t care at all what other people think. 

i am me. i am a crazy haired, boot crazed, head-banging, hyper, go ahead & call me a hipster if that is what you want to call me, musician that loves to have fun without wanting to listen to judgement. i know what i love, i know who i love & i hope that you take me for what i am without needing to hide me.

this is ME. this isn’t someone i am pretending to be to fit in. so i hope everyone out there knows who they are, are one the road to finding who they are, but never try to be anyone else or let someone else influence you into becoming someone else. because i can assure you that being you is what the real people who actually love you love.

yes, this whole post sounds like a cliche ending to a tv show episode. i know. but there’s been a lot of “identity crisis” situations going on in my life right now. [trust me, there is a song coming] but i felt like i also needed to write it down to be read. i really hope that no one else goes through all this. when you try to change for other people you might end up hurting the people who love you the way you are & you don’t even know it. really.

xoxo

why do i have a feeling this is going to be told to me one day? lol.

it was an ideal break. i did nothing! :D

ok i lie. but it was all stress free [for the most part anyway..]. it revolved around music, hockey, shopping & the gym. just like i like it. :) now it’s time for me to ship right off to boston for my fourth semester. im just about halfway done yall!! :D